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05.21.04 (4:45 pm) [edit]
Ok I'm getting frazzled. Of course this can't compare to wherever I am most likely going. I just don't have anyone here to vent to, to laugh with, and it's hard to do that w/ all the people I would normally, over the phone or email.
So I'm in a crabby mood today, no reason why, just am. Is it because I'm tired from getting up before it's light every morning? Is it because I'm annoyed w/ the stupid people I'm in class with? Is it because the army still finds some way to screw with my pay? Is it because I miss my family and friends? Is it because I'm overweight and surrounded by healthy fit people who look at me odd? Is it just because???? Probably all those things.
I hate working out. I feel there are so many other things I'd rather do, should do. But I've been making myself go, well I finally pushed myself today. I rode the bicycle for 1 1/4, rode 10 miles, went as fast as my legs would pedal, and I pushed myself. I feel a bit better now, all the adreniline must be doing it, we'll see how long it lasts.
We are 3 days ahead in class, but the civilian in charge of the course will only let us graduate a day earlier than planned, so we're stretching out the course and reading a lot of magazines. We don't need to go in tomorrow, but we have to, 'to keep up w/ the training schedule'.
I'm still having issues playing CoH, so I'm going to cancel my account. I will keep the game and play when I get back home, even if the gang isn't. I bought Jedi Academy last night. I played the demo and really enjoyed it. It's a game that I can play online, but also solo, so when I don't have internet access I can still be occupied. It's also good for frustrations, keeps me from shooting or punching real people!
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